who was it who said its never too late to be what you could have been? i need to embrace that and learn to believe in it. i am completely misplaced in a job that requires me to be robotic, anal and systematic. the trio of things that make me most uncomfortable...so its basically my hell ... yep i get on my bike each morning come rain or shine and cycle 6 miles to hades ...what am i doing??? i have pretty much felt uncomfortable with this for 2.5 years... i need creativity back in my working life....i need to begin doing something that i love for a living...i need a change i really, really do.